So its now 6 am... I have officially been up since 4 am. I fed the wee one, and afterward thought to myself, whats the use in going back to sleep. About the time I got into REM sleep it would be time to wake up, right? Therefore making it more difficult to get out of bed. Even as tempting as my wife's warm ass is, I couldn't sacrifice being pissy.
Wren is sleeping more and more through the night. Which makes for a sound evening! Good grief its cold here...
Probably looking at moving soon.. 6 months is a very near possibility, but I can't say for certain. Oh well... I'd like to end up somewhere mountainous in the next 5 yrs.. chow
Monday, March 28, 2011
Friday, March 11, 2011
Sunday, February 27, 2011
new toy
i did manage to purchase one outlet.. so subtract a little bit of piss and vinegar from the last post... hehe
withdrawing
well... seeing as how the stress levels are rising now, with colic and screaming and such.. and seeing as how I have zero outlet now, no gym time, no sleep, nothing with which to vent upon other than the inner side of my cranial vault.. I am dropping out of this semester at USC. (university of scurry county)
Lemme splain... I have zilch for a memory, which I have learned is a side effect of stress as well. I forgot completely about 3, count em THA-REE, tests until last night at 9:30. Each par time was 2 hours. needless to say, I didn't even attempt any of them. Im kinda pissed at my family, partly because I think its their fault. If they hadn't been up my ass about coming to a birthday party of some foster children, and seeing alyssa... I woulda been at m'abode with plenty of time to spare to fail these tests on my own ....whatever...
I even had an ok grade in chemistry, which I was proud of. I was doing all the reading and watching all the online videos. I had around an 87. Plenty of room to bring that up with a few good test grades. Minus the one ding for not posting the correct amount of responses on a discussion board! Beside that fact that all of my answers were correct, I didn't congradulate enough of my cohorts on reaching the same conclusion and therefore earned a 67/100 on each post. That dinged the grade a tad.
I've resigned to the fact that I can go back to school another time. On the upstroke, I did find a school in the metroplex that don't require nutrition or chemistry.. hehe.. I think I already meet all the prereqs, so all that's left is to call these people... "Hello. Could I give you some of my hard earned wampum in return for no education and a slip of pressed tree pulp that says Im smart, so's I can use said slip and gain acceptance into yet another institution of higher learning?"
man I feel quite skeptical this morning. polar opposite of my last post huh...
Lemme splain... I have zilch for a memory, which I have learned is a side effect of stress as well. I forgot completely about 3, count em THA-REE, tests until last night at 9:30. Each par time was 2 hours. needless to say, I didn't even attempt any of them. Im kinda pissed at my family, partly because I think its their fault. If they hadn't been up my ass about coming to a birthday party of some foster children, and seeing alyssa... I woulda been at m'abode with plenty of time to spare to fail these tests on my own ....whatever...
I even had an ok grade in chemistry, which I was proud of. I was doing all the reading and watching all the online videos. I had around an 87. Plenty of room to bring that up with a few good test grades. Minus the one ding for not posting the correct amount of responses on a discussion board! Beside that fact that all of my answers were correct, I didn't congradulate enough of my cohorts on reaching the same conclusion and therefore earned a 67/100 on each post. That dinged the grade a tad.
I've resigned to the fact that I can go back to school another time. On the upstroke, I did find a school in the metroplex that don't require nutrition or chemistry.. hehe.. I think I already meet all the prereqs, so all that's left is to call these people... "Hello. Could I give you some of my hard earned wampum in return for no education and a slip of pressed tree pulp that says Im smart, so's I can use said slip and gain acceptance into yet another institution of higher learning?"
man I feel quite skeptical this morning. polar opposite of my last post huh...
Thursday, February 17, 2011
things looking up
the routine is getting more and more settled. Im gonna start taking nights, and mommy is gonna take days, since I can function further into the evening than she can. It has been working out pretty well. We actually got out of the house and into Abilene yesterday with the wee one. Mommy did well, although she did get rather stressed, which happens when she gets sleepy. So Im still unsure about outings in the near future just yet.
Im really getting pumped about our lives in the near future. All of ours.... I think we are all fixing to take a major turn for the awesome, because we're all so driven... hehe
Love yous guys
Im really getting pumped about our lives in the near future. All of ours.... I think we are all fixing to take a major turn for the awesome, because we're all so driven... hehe
Love yous guys
Friday, February 11, 2011
Feb 11
Heeeelllooooooo-
Its been many sleepless nights and double visioned days, but I am back! Actually things are starting to calm down a little and get into a pretty good schedule. But we're good. Sandy has learned that when the kid is sleeping, you don't do chores.. you sleep as well. Poor gal, she doesn't do well without the sleep like daddy does.
Well, Im not sure when I am going to set my workout time. It seems that it will have to be early in the morning, because there is not really enough time anywhere else. But, I don't guess thats terrible. We'll see how it works out.
Hows everyone else been? Anyone lose any appendages from the artic winter we've had? I've slipped by with 2 fingers, and toenail, and a part of my nose, but I'm not gonna complain. It coulda been waaaay worse!!
Its been many sleepless nights and double visioned days, but I am back! Actually things are starting to calm down a little and get into a pretty good schedule. But we're good. Sandy has learned that when the kid is sleeping, you don't do chores.. you sleep as well. Poor gal, she doesn't do well without the sleep like daddy does.
Well, Im not sure when I am going to set my workout time. It seems that it will have to be early in the morning, because there is not really enough time anywhere else. But, I don't guess thats terrible. We'll see how it works out.
Hows everyone else been? Anyone lose any appendages from the artic winter we've had? I've slipped by with 2 fingers, and toenail, and a part of my nose, but I'm not gonna complain. It coulda been waaaay worse!!
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Say Hello!!
Well, we've survived the 6th day ok! I've put together that crying means 1 of 2 things so far.
1. My belly is empty, please put calories in liquid form into a bottle, heated to preferably around 90 degrees, place gently into my mouth as not to damage my delicate palate. Upon completion of me emptying said bottle of caloric intake, please gently pat me upon the back to bring up any air i might have swallowed, because this might cause some discomfort in my intestinal tract. I will then return to my peaceful slumber for an undisclosed amount of time, at which point this process need be repeated.
2. I have shit myself
Its been a great experience!! I am totally wrapped in this little girl stuff. I am carrying a MANtastic diaper bag, but its filled to the brim with every kind of pink accessory you can imagine!!!
See images below:
1. My belly is empty, please put calories in liquid form into a bottle, heated to preferably around 90 degrees, place gently into my mouth as not to damage my delicate palate. Upon completion of me emptying said bottle of caloric intake, please gently pat me upon the back to bring up any air i might have swallowed, because this might cause some discomfort in my intestinal tract. I will then return to my peaceful slumber for an undisclosed amount of time, at which point this process need be repeated.
2. I have shit myself
Its been a great experience!! I am totally wrapped in this little girl stuff. I am carrying a MANtastic diaper bag, but its filled to the brim with every kind of pink accessory you can imagine!!!
See images below:
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