sup... im in the icu again today. i really miss this place. well, not THIS place, because its not a real live icu. its considered a speciality care unit. but none the less, i dont have to deal with the sub 60 iq in the er.
ill give yall a hint. don't smoke. apparantly it turns your lungs into trashed out bags of scar tissue and torn up alveoli. my patient is in the 50s age wise... looks about 75ish.. the docs are talking about talking to the family for a dnr... sad...
well, this week sandy will be 34 weeks i think. maybe 33, im not sure. ive lost grasp on reality thinking about how soon its going to be before im a father. i feel very inadequate sometimes. its difficult coming from a father that was less than stellar, and looking back on that, you hope that you never turn into someone like that either.
on a different note, tonight is my last night in the hospital. i resigned instead of working prn. ill splain when we all meet again. but, im rather excited. i have a huge amount of time off now, and its seems promising. perhaps we can take trips and come see everyone now. that would be fun.
well, off to tend to my lunger. wait, thats tuberculosis... umm... off to tend to my reeeeeally goood exsmoker...
